The Rise & Fall

 

 It was just a dream
In my mind and blood stream
Just a moment ago
Tried hard but could never outgrow

I was up so high
Looking down at the sky
Don’t let me fall
Not even my call

I thought
Even fought
But still couldn’t understand fates plot
and finally got hit in the soft spot.

I took a long shot
Trusted my own, my family a lot.
Made me sell my hard earned private yacht.

They say what goes up
Must come down

Don’t wanna fall
just learned it isn’t my call
Tried hard but couldn’t hold life like a baseball

living life is a close call.

 - Inspired by the song "Don't Let Me Fall" by B.o.B

 

intentions mean nothing, results mean everything

1 day when you look for me you won’t find me
7 days it took god to make the world
Acting normal, You took my fears away, And made them true
Never knew, he took longer to make you.
After a while things changed, forever deranged
Reserv’d you to exploit, left me with what I deserv’d
U’ll open your eyes I won’t be here, I deserve to disappear
Left your heart and soul on the line only to have it torn apart.
All I have are memories
2 important ones. First resulted on day 1, second is still going on