Month: February 2016

Regal Growth

Drama at Dunstanburgh

They say, “never let temporary feelings take you over.”
Better to live life with a private chauffeur

Times where we make life choices
Without the venom of a million voices.

Whats the difference between you & me
You want to lose small,
and I want to win big.

I plan on deploying my own gig
That even the devil himself cant rig.
one before the other, one after another. up and down all over around

I got plenty of ammo and I ain’t gonna borrow
I guarantee this wont be a no show.

just me and my attitude you can’t ignore.
Im one out of a bloody crore

Still wanting more
Ambitions lined up, plans in process, I’m in progress

Playing life like a game of chess
always aiming for something more than success.
always aiming for something to give my old man to express.
Sometimes, somethings bring me close more or less.

Making choices, one after the other
Local, trying to be global, Hopeful, and here is my proposal:

Learn from my own and become mogul in his shadows
or wait,
since I don’t want to get hit by a checkmate

Drift

What a tragedy
Two souls wander

In search of the other
But find another

Wanted help, asked my mother
She said,”go look for someone who cared for u like your own brother”

Felt dazed, felt confused, Kept wandering
Soon my dad got sent in for money laundering

I thought love was found
Ended up getting drowned

Soon realized to learn to hate love.
Ain’t for people like me with bad luck

I still believe
But scared from the inside because last time I tried, I got stuck.

All it took was a chance
at times anything would be better but romance

First 4 display plagiarism
You can find me, its time for some new criticism

 

your Game, my Mistake

b-wheel 3

An unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm.

A feeling of anxiety concerning the outcome of something or the safety of someone that leads them to be alarmed.

You can stare at this page for a day
Trying to understand its game play.

Soon fear will take over your senses
leaving you nothing but sentences using past tenses

May appear to be all clear
Never knew it would lead to a rainfall of
tears.

Thought the year would trigger a good atmosphere
ended up in the same rotating sphere filled with aloof nights and a jug of beer

Never betrayed, always cared.
Mistake was: i never Declared.

unfortunately made me feel compared
and ended making you visually impaired.

never lied, always wanted to support.
Mistake was: i fell Short.

unfortunately made me feel like you chose to cut me short
Mistake was: Felt like this was a sport.

I didn’t know I had to win at any cost.
Mistake was: I played, got played and lost

Overlook.

960

I’m leveling up
Your excuses are never up

God graced me with luck
I’m advancing leaving you in my dust

Living in the present, wondering about the future

Ain’t wondering about the past
when she thought I used her

Her constant intervention
Made me change my perception

My economy on the boost
Yours is in recession

Let me teach you a lesson
People hold you back because they jealous
You got to hang tight waiting for lord to bless us

When you a god damn attention seeker
Your existence is a curse
Time for me to live in this universe

 I’ve leveled higher, I spit fire
There are guns like you who I can hire

 I ain’t accepting an apology
You defied biology because you don’t have a heart

You put me through pain.
I’ll say it again.

This ain’t no once upon a time with a happy end
Then why are you trying to bloody pretend

You came in mine, So go back to yours
I’m gonna keep my head in the game and focus on what may be
Because I don’t live in dreams I live in the present the reality