your Game, my Mistake

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An unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm.

A feeling of anxiety concerning the outcome of something or the safety of someone that leads them to be alarmed.

You can stare at this page for a day
Trying to understand its game play.

Soon fear will take over your senses
leaving you nothing but sentences using past tenses

May appear to be all clear
Never knew it would lead to a rainfall of
tears.

Thought the year would trigger a good atmosphere
ended up in the same rotating sphere filled with aloof nights and a jug of beer

Never betrayed, always cared.
Mistake was: i never Declared.

unfortunately made me feel compared
and ended making you visually impaired.

never lied, always wanted to support.
Mistake was: i fell Short.

unfortunately made me feel like you chose to cut me short
Mistake was: Felt like this was a sport.

I didn’t know I had to win at any cost.
Mistake was: I played, got played and lost

Overlook.

960

I’m leveling up
Your excuses are never up

God graced me with luck
I’m advancing leaving you in my dust

Living in the present, wondering about the future

Ain’t wondering about the past
when she thought I used her

Her constant intervention
Made me change my perception

My economy on the boost
Yours is in recession

Let me teach you a lesson
People hold you back because they jealous
You got to hang tight waiting for lord to bless us

When you a god damn attention seeker
Your existence is a curse
Time for me to live in this universe

 I’ve leveled higher, I spit fire
There are guns like you who I can hire

 I ain’t accepting an apology
You defied biology because you don’t have a heart

You put me through pain.
I’ll say it again.

This ain’t no once upon a time with a happy end
Then why are you trying to bloody pretend

You came in mine, So go back to yours
I’m gonna keep my head in the game and focus on what may be
Because I don’t live in dreams I live in the present the reality

intentions mean nothing, results mean everything

1 day when you look for me you won’t find me
7 days it took god to make the world
Acting normal, You took my fears away, And made them true
Never knew, he took longer to make you.
After a while things changed, forever deranged
Reserv’d you to exploit, left me with what I deserv’d
U’ll open your eyes I won’t be here, I deserve to disappear
Left your heart and soul on the line only to have it torn apart.
All I have are memories
2 important ones. First resulted on day 1, second is still going on