your Game, my Mistake

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An unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm.

A feeling of anxiety concerning the outcome of something or the safety of someone that leads them to be alarmed.

You can stare at this page for a day
Trying to understand its game play.

Soon fear will take over your senses
leaving you nothing but sentences using past tenses

May appear to be all clear
Never knew it would lead to a rainfall of
tears.

Thought the year would trigger a good atmosphere
ended up in the same rotating sphere filled with aloof nights and a jug of beer

Never betrayed, always cared.
Mistake was: i never Declared.

unfortunately made me feel compared
and ended making you visually impaired.

never lied, always wanted to support.
Mistake was: i fell Short.

unfortunately made me feel like you chose to cut me short
Mistake was: Felt like this was a sport.

I didn’t know I had to win at any cost.
Mistake was: I played, got played and lost

Overlook.

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I’m leveling up
Your excuses are never up

God graced me with luck
I’m advancing leaving you in my dust

Living in the present, wondering about the future

Ain’t wondering about the past
when she thought I used her

Her constant intervention
Made me change my perception

My economy on the boost
Yours is in recession

Let me teach you a lesson
People hold you back because they jealous
You got to hang tight waiting for lord to bless us

When you a god damn attention seeker
Your existence is a curse
Time for me to live in this universe

 I’ve leveled higher, I spit fire
There are guns like you who I can hire

 I ain’t accepting an apology
You defied biology because you don’t have a heart

You put me through pain.
I’ll say it again.

This ain’t no once upon a time with a happy end
Then why are you trying to bloody pretend

You came in mine, So go back to yours
I’m gonna keep my head in the game and focus on what may be
Because I don’t live in dreams I live in the present the reality

Chances of Change

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They say one man can change the world. 
Depends on who the man is.

I don’t see it as change 
Others view it as strange

Some make history at a shooting range 
And some put BG Creations on the New York Stock Exchange. 

For the people that shoot,
make me give them a salute 

Change depends from person to person 
People that are envious gonna start curse-in

I hope you learn to make it on your own
And if you love yourself just know you’ll never be alone

I hope that you get everything you want and that you chose
I’ll provide those who hate me with a show.

They say the best form of defense is offense. 
I believe thats nonsense

Because what makes the difference?
Let me take you back to my pervious reference.

One man can change the world. 

I hope that it’s the realest thing that you ever know
Choose to shine right with a glow.

Because one man can change the world. 

 

 

Certain

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What doesn’t kill can only make you stronger
Strong, pfft your wrong

Somethings take long
But death is an inevitable song

Whose lyrics travel with life all along
You tend to feel going head strong

But death is following you all day long
They are meant to drive together life long

Until one overtakes the other and life ends up where it’s meant to belong
Since life and death aren’t meant to get along

Next in line
Prepare to pay a corrupt fine

A world where death and betrayal wins.
A world where the devil himself welcomes you with a grin.

Bezzie Mates

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They’re the ones who’ll laugh
representing your other half

They’re the ones who’ll lend a helping hand,
Without even having it planned

Trust me.
I plea.
Last time I went wrong and chose to flea
Now forcing myself to go back and be gutsy.

Friends may not be forever,
And they may not end up together.
But the good memories of a true friendship will last even through the worst weather

No words can set things right
Not even a bright mind at midnight
Soon you may lose your apologetic appetite.
Then even the brightest cant make things downright

Time to recommit.

Thought I hadn’t received the other’s permit
I sat there looking to quit.
I may be a liar, But looking at everything I said, i’m no hypocrite

The Rise & Fall

 

 It was just a dream
In my mind and blood stream
Just a moment ago
Tried hard but could never outgrow

I was up so high
Looking down at the sky
Don’t let me fall
Not even my call

I thought
Even fought
But still couldn’t understand fates plot
and finally got hit in the soft spot.

I took a long shot
Trusted my own, my family a lot.
Made me sell my hard earned private yacht.

They say what goes up
Must come down

Don’t wanna fall
just learned it isn’t my call
Tried hard but couldn’t hold life like a baseball

living life is a close call.

 - Inspired by the song "Don't Let Me Fall" by B.o.B

 

intentions mean nothing, results mean everything

1 day when you look for me you won’t find me
7 days it took god to make the world
Acting normal, You took my fears away, And made them true
Never knew, he took longer to make you.
After a while things changed, forever deranged
Reserv’d you to exploit, left me with what I deserv’d
U’ll open your eyes I won’t be here, I deserve to disappear
Left your heart and soul on the line only to have it torn apart.
All I have are memories
2 important ones. First resulted on day 1, second is still going on